My final Goodbye to the Love of my Life

Dear Lesley,
Times in which I wish I held on to the moments much longer, always wishing them to last forever, but sadly… every day came to an end, and one could only live in the moment. As I will not disclose details about special moments we shared because there are far too many to count and doing so would only further prevent our healing.
It’s not what these songs mean to me but better yet, what they represent. Representing the best of days, reminding me to cherish and hold on to memories like the ones we experienced.
“Mad” in the sense that I am well aware of the difficult situation I was putting you through, and what I had put you through. I let my emotions get the best of me while throwing my reasoning out the window. In other words, I hold no grudge nor hard feelings against you. I respect your plight of happiness and from the bottom of my heart I wish you the best in all of your endeavors. While my emotions are begging to be heard in person , for my outcries to be heard by you, my mind knows it’s not wise. Therefore through this letter I lift all my burdens off, fighting off my insecurities. Giving my self the chance and opportunity for closure. To follow the path of happiness, even though I know things won’t ever be like they were before. I want you to know that you were the best thing that has ever happened to me, and fear not! For the times we spent together and the moment full of smiles, giggles, and tears will never ever be forgotten. You will always have a big space in my heart :). May the divine creator keep you in watch and may he protect you from all evil. I love you, and through future encounters with possible candidates to the throne, you will always own the crown. For no one can ever take your place. I want to be at peace with myself and with you. I extend my hand of friendship even though it may never be physical, if you ever need financial help or are in dire need of emotional support you could always count on me to aid you. From one human being to another, take extra care of yourself and don’t be afraid to take leaps of faith, or wander off into the land of promising adventures.
:), be goodie now.
Sincerely yours,
Francisco Perez